5.15.2012

porch sitting people


Dear Evaleigh,

You are spending so much of your life outside.  We spend days swaying in the hammock swing outside under the big tree.  Its limbs outstretched protecting us from the blazing noon sun.  Bugs buzz around us and I swat them from your sweet pink skin.  
You change quickly from sitting to standing as you tell me with a tiny grunt you are ready for something new.  You look up in to the dancing leaves and I can gaze in to your sparkling blue eyes.  I feel lucky to witness your discovery.  I know you are taking in the world around you as your head snaps swiftly side to side with your attention to every tiny sound.  
When enough time passes and you've grown weary of your mind grasping our microcosm you cry out and I nurse you in the afternoon breeze.  It gets quiet and there is you and me and our surrounding world of horses, cars racing the pavement in the distance, and vibrant flowers.
As night falls we light citronella candles to ward off the summer mosquitoes.  Grandmommee turns on the lights in the trees and daddy brings his guitar out to join in concert with the night sounds.
The light from the candles hits the leaves closest to us.  It captures the foliage's bright green directly above our heads.  As the light can not reach very far the leave's green darkens the higher in to the tree we look.  It is a most glorious spectrum of night's hues.

You are learning the language of birds, the smell of gardenias, and the feel of night's gentle breeze.

love, mama

5.14.2012

mothers day

Yesterday was my first mothers day.
My baby girl gave me a great gift.
I was letting her have some morning nakey time on the bed and she was loving it. Then she gave me a pee spot about the size of a basketball.
Thanks little lady, can't wait for more special mothers days with you! I love you little girl. Being your mother is a true gift. You are awesome and I can't wait to meet who you become.

5.12.2012

her mother

I am somebody's mother.

This little somebody.

Being a mother is the most overwhelmingly incredible sensation.


Tomorrow will be my first Mother's Day.
It is such an honor to bare a life.
I can't explain how it feels to look in to the eyes of my daughter, MY DAUGHTER.
I have a daughter.


I love this picture of her because if you look really closely you can see my reflection in her eyes.  I hope she will always look to me as she does now.  
She needs me and I need her so very much.
How my arms would ache if I ever lost her.
She gives me such purpose and a reason to live my life as good as I can now.  Sometimes I get overwhelmed by the responsibility that is ahead.  
I have to teach her.
We have to teach her.
How to share, how to be kind, how to have faith, how to respect her body, how to be a lady, and there is so so much more.


It is an honor to be a vessel that carries life in to the world. 
A mother.
Her mother.

5.11.2012

what did i do


Our days are so busy now.

Being a mother is hard work, but its the best kind of work.

I think it is because of how constant it is.  Sometimes I remember simpler days and wonder what I ever did with my life.  The moments are all so full now and I hardly have a chance to catch my breath before moving on to the next thing.

I was thinking about this the other day when I took my baby to the bathroom with me and let her play with a tampon out of desperation.  I just needed to sit and be still for a moment.  I mean, even going to the bathroom is on my to-do list now.  Most of the time it ranks under breastfeeding and lunch.

But all it takes is one smile from my baby girl and I am smiling right back at her and that gives me the rush of energy I need to carry on.

Motherhood is wonderfully exhausting.

5.09.2012

He's here!!!

Welcome to the world little Parker. I love you so much.

Born to my sister and Joe on May the fourth.

I am so proud of my little sister.  She is a mother to a son.

Meeting him was pretty incredible.  My uterus burst into a tiny million pieces of hearts and flowers while my ovaries were exploding in to chants of "more babies more babies more babies!!!".  
I want more babies...now.






Its so crazy how quickly you forget how tiny they are.  My rotund baby looks preeeety huge next to Mr. Parker.  

Now is when the really fun parts of life start to happen.  I am so looking forward to watching our babies grow together to be friends.

4.30.2012

im healing.

(photo from Dogwood Festival last weekend- w/ Lisa, Janie, & Bee)

I had my pesky gallbladder removed this past weekend.
Its been worse than recovering from my c-section.  Maybe its because I had low expectations. HMPF.
Or maybe its because all of the pain wasn't from bringing a human in to the world.  Where was the adrenaline rush this time?! All I'm doing now is walking around like ET with 4 new scars on my belly.

I love my baby.
I just really do.  I have missed not being able to hold her as much the past couple of days.  I am so thankful to my husband and my mother for taking on two babies this weekend.

I am looking forward to getting back to normal.

4.19.2012

the pile

I haven't been feeling too well this week.  I have to have surgery to have my gallbladder removed next week and I'm pretty nervous about it.  I've had about 8 gallbladder attacks and it is pain much worse than my c-section, the 12 hours of contractions I experienced afterwards, or anything else.

This week while I was sitting in the rocking chair in the nursery, feeling pretty yuck, Mr. Murphy came to my aide and began working on a pile of laundry the size of our couch.  I walked past him to express my gratitude and he grabbed my hands, swung me around, and danced with me in our bedroom to a song playing on Pandora.  I wish I remembered the song.
I couldn't stop laughing.  I looked in to the nursery and saw our little lady kicking and playing and knew that life was just as should be.

A squirmy baby
A dancing husband and wife
A pile full of laundry
  




4.18.2012

lately on t&s designs vol. 2

Here are some of my recent designs.

If you are interested in a header, some buttons, or a complete makeover go here and consider your blog my little Sandra Bullock in Miss Congeniality.







4.17.2012

3 months young


I don't understand why time is speeding up.
Yet another month goes flying by.



Sorry for the key change there at the end...

4.16.2012

parkers baby shower

Mr. Parker is coming to join us in just a month!  Remember when this happened?? 
That feels about 10 minutes ago.
But now he is coming to this world and I can't wait to be his auntie!























Thanks to Ashlyn for a few extra pictures!  (more pictures here...I found the foot ruiner...do I get a cookie for real??)

After everyone left we stayed outside until it got dark, and then we stayed outside some more and made a fire.  I don't think my feet went inside until 11:30pm.

I can't wait to meet that tiny baby!

4.14.2012

This weekend

So looking forward to my sisters baby shower this weekend! EJ is getting a little cousin SO soon!

4.09.2012

tree gazing


This Saturday we had a family day outside.
John thoroughly washed and detailed our cars while Evie and I laid on a blanket and tree gazed. 
We listened to his ultimate Pandora mix and he kept bringing me long lost treasures that had been held captive by our vehicles.  He recovered an earring I had been looking for and a brand new tube of mascara. 

I must say it is just as good or better than star gazing.
I loved watching the shadows dance across EJ's face and see her respond to many new noises.  The horses were galloping in the pasture and the wind was rustling through the trees above our heads.





It was a great Easter weekend full of a surprise birthday party, Finnish baked goodness, finding out my sweet S-I-L is pregnant!!, Easter baskets hunts by my clever mother, and a little photo shoot with my beautiful and very pregnant sister.  
I can't WAIT to have another baby around. Looking at her son's newborn onesies at her apartment made me nostalgic for those tiny days that pass so quickly.

4.07.2012

tricks

I both love and hate this trick.  Mostly love.


But it does make me nervous.



Have a great Saturday!

4.03.2012

float on baby





Our little darling took a swim for the first time yesterday.  
I mean, it's not like she wasn't swimming in my womb for 9.5 months but this was different.  
So different in fact that it put her right to sleep.  
Yep, she took a nap, in the water for a good 15 minutes.  
And then we went inside and gave her a bath in the kitchen sink. And then when we came home we took a shower together because she peed on the changing table/her whole back.  
There was a lot of water in our lives yesterday.
Fun times at Holbrook Adult Living Community...thanks Nanny!

4.02.2012

10 moments


1. Watching the rain fall down together.  I love seeing her take in the new world around her.

2.  Baby jammies, sleeping early in the morning, and holding Daddy's hand.

3.  The invitation I designed for my sisters baby shower, EJ is getting a cousin in 6 weeks!!!

4. Silly smiles.  I love how they are making their appearance more often with every passing day.

5.  Cherry blossoms blooming in our yard.

6.  Nothing in the world beats a moment like this.

7.  I jumped on that band wagon and I don't regret it.  Maybe I do like reading after all.  Nursing has afforded me a little extra time to pick up a new hobby.

8.  No, no...that was no curling iron.  My baby gave me a hickey.  A straight up purple and blue collar bone hickey. 

9.  Blue eyes, you are all that I need.

10.  Daddy and Evaleigh's new trick...it gives me a heart attack but I love it.  She is already our little performer.
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